my baby

I don't talk much about Lucy's ears.  She was born with Microtia and Atresia.  I knew when we started her adoption that I would do whatever necessary so my baby could hear and have ears. 

Well, here we are.

Starting the process and I couldn't be more torn.  My precious baby's ears are virtually non existent.  And yet, it breaks my heart to change her.  To alter the way God made her.  I feel it's best on so many levels to have the surgery while she is still young...hopefully she won't have any memory of it.

I can't imagine her going through such major surgery.  I know I'm speaking from a momma's heart.  I want her to grow up as normal as possible....but is that for me or her? 

I ask for your prayers as we begin this journey.....that God will show up big time.  I certainly need His guidance.